glowingmystery

The words that I mumble tear up this page. I can feel the world crumble, along with this cascade. And you look at me, and I just see true love, but when I look at me I see more than enough. The scars aren't too pretty, but they don't grace my skin. They decorate my mind, showing battles I couldn't win. These threatening tears that are so close with my eyes, they're the real me showing through my disguise. I can try to hide it, shove the truth down, but every attempt at "normal" I come of as a clown. "Too careless", "too stressed", I've heard them all "too structured", "a mess", it's my final fall. Just look me in the eye, and tell me what y

My eyes are screaming, give this some meaning. What’s the point if you don’t really care? You roll your eyes, you toss your hair, I’m so damn mad, are you even there? You sigh and complain, you won’t do a thing ‘till it’s time for the game. Well newsflash, you can’t do this now. Newsflash, I’m not bowing down. You think you’re a great all powerful god. Well guess what you’re not, you don’t make the laws. You’ll scream that I’m young, and just don’t understand. But who are you, thinking you own this land? I was silenced and silenced, and silenced again. All w

And I fall to the ground as it all falls apart. I fall to the ground along with my heart. And I sob and I sob cause it all fell apart. My hands are bleeding from the shards of my heart. I love you so much, and I don’t know what to say. I never thought it would fall apart this way. You cry, we cry, everyone should cry too. Cause you never knowwhen it will fall apart for you.